It appears from your tumblr page and recent messages that you’re hurting at the moment, please don’t feel alone. I want you to know that you are very special, and your heavy heart makes the world a sadder place. Let your hurtful mind be filled with new seeds of joy and happiness. If you’re truly suffering then I beg you to be compelled to share your thoughts with me in a reply, add “Pertokeyo Fanciful” on facebook, we can even communicate further. Would you like to do that?
I hope you're ok. Please be ok. <3
Hi God, I’m Ashley Cronin, I’m 17 years old and I’ve been diagnosed with major depression. I’ve tried everything in the book to kill myself. Here’s the list: cutting, hanging, OD, poisoning myself, and even drinking clorox which fucked me up really bad. I’ve also tried snorting pills and smoking lots of pot to make me feel better about myself along with drinking. I really hate my life and I still think about killing myself all the time. Yes, 24/7. I’ve stopped caring about myself for awhile now & I feel helpless. Anyways, here is a few questions for you.
Why is that I always get picked on, have no friends, or people that care?
Is this really you’re plan is for me?
well send some help soon because i can promise i won’t be here much longer, it’s just a matter of time before i do something drastic and don’t get caught, or brought to the hospital before i do pass. hope you read this.
sincerely your suicidal gift,
I’m giving up hope on everything. I’ll be gone soon. The girl that bullied me and had me finish school at acaida last year. Well turns out they put me in the same class as her? And they “forgot”. God I don’t know what your plan is but I’m peacing. I quit
should i go?
Hi. Today was my first day of school as a Junior. I only have 2 classes everyday because it’s hard being in school.. I feel like i’m fine for school but i’m really not, I wanna be normal. Everyday I think about how this world would be without me.. Suicide is the main focus in my life. I don’t have a lot of friends and not many people like me. I’m a ghost. For the last couple days i’ve been thinking of plans/ways to kill myself. I don’t really know what to do anymore with my life. But say goodbye.
Don't hurt yourself, you're beautiful
What’s going on..
Honestly, I don’t know how I’m doing anymore. I really don’t if my depression is getting worse or if I’m feeling better. I did something really bad 3 days ago. I really wanna get better but I feel like I need something/someone to really inspire me to wanna get better. I have a lot of cuts on my arms and I don’t wanna live like this forever. I’ve been to the hospital serval times to help me but it just didn’t help me. People say killing yourself is for attention? Ya okay because when I die I hope you feel like a big pile of shit.