It appears from your tumblr page and recent messages that you’re hurting at the moment, please don’t feel alone. I want you to know that you are very special, and your heavy heart makes the world a sadder place. Let your hurtful mind be filled with new seeds of joy and happiness. If you’re truly suffering then I beg you to be compelled to share your thoughts with me in a reply, add “Pertokeyo Fanciful” on facebook, we can even communicate further. Would you like to do that?

Anonymous:
I hope you're ok. Please be ok. <3

Awh thank you

divid3dby0:
Keep that head up hun, you still got alot of life left to see the worlds wonders, whenever you feel down watch a funny movie or eat something sweet ino its hard at times but seriously suicide , you wont be alive to regret it <3

I’ll try but it’s all I think about lately. /: But thank you for the thought! <3

may-you-soar:
You're amazing. Please don't ggive up. I'm here if you want too talk

thank you! same for you

Dear God..

Hi God, I’m Ashley Cronin, I’m 17 years old and I’ve been diagnosed with major depression. I’ve tried everything in the book to kill myself. Here’s the list: cutting, hanging, OD, poisoning myself, and even drinking clorox which fucked me up really bad. I’ve also tried snorting pills and smoking lots of pot to make me feel better about myself along with drinking. I really hate my life and I still think about killing myself all the time. Yes, 24/7. I’ve stopped caring about myself for awhile now & I feel helpless. Anyways, here is a few questions for you.

  Why is that I always get picked on, have no friends, or people that care?

  Is this really you’re plan is for me? 

well send some help soon because i can promise i won’t be here much longer, it’s just a matter of time before i do something drastic and don’t get caught, or brought to the hospital before i do pass. hope you read this. 

sincerely your suicidal gift,

ashley

cannibalizedmind:
I know a lot of people say this so I'm sure I'll be lost in the crowd. But its worth saying and worth offering. I suffer from a lot of things so I know what its like to hurt, to feel empty, to be alone, to want to die. The struggle continues, every day, because its what we have. If you need to talk, message me, if you want to email, all you have to do is ask, if you want to text, ask, if you want to call, ask, its there, just don't be afraid to reach out. Someone cares.

Thank you. And I would like to text. 2074188292..

I’m going

I’m giving up hope on everything. I’ll be gone soon. The girl that bullied me and had me finish school at acaida last year. Well turns out they put me in the same class as her? And they “forgot”. God I don’t know what your plan is but I’m peacing. I quit

should i go?

Hi. Today was my first day of school as a Junior. I only have 2 classes everyday because it’s hard being in school.. I feel like i’m fine for school but i’m really not, I wanna be normal. Everyday I think about how this world would be without me.. Suicide is the main focus in my life. I don’t have a lot of friends and not many people like me. I’m a ghost. For the last couple days i’ve been thinking of plans/ways to kill myself. I don’t really know what to do anymore with my life. But say goodbye. 

Every day, 14 young people between the ages of 15 and 24 commit suicide; that is approximately 1 every 100 minutes.

0live-juice:

From National Alliance on Mental Illness

TWLOHA - September 10th - World Suicide Prevention Day

(Source: natalieinthemiddle, via slitwristsandbrokenhearts)

confessi0ns-deactivated20130425:
You seem like such an amazing person, stay positive and have a great day :) x

awh thank you that means so much! & same to you girl! <3

Anonymous:
Don't hurt yourself, you're beautiful

thank you! 

What’s going on..

Honestly, I don’t know how I’m doing anymore.  I really don’t if my depression is getting worse or if I’m feeling better. I did something really bad 3 days ago. I really wanna get better but I feel like I need something/someone to really inspire me to wanna get better.  I have a lot of cuts on my arms and I don’t wanna live like this forever. I’ve been to the hospital serval times to help me but it just didn’t help me. People say killing yourself is for attention? Ya okay because when I die I hope you feel like a big pile of shit.